grasshopper' piligrimage

i have started reading it today , the first three chapeters i have read today. Gopika goes to RAMESH confused with the ishta RAMAKRISHNA, and happy with the double dose of bliss. 

so simple the life in reality is one keeps on getting pure love and nothing else is needed. It is so good to be a child or when one grows up to have the innocence of child. Let the life grow, let the experience grow but one should remain clear in what one feels, and flow with the flow of life.

early mornings

After so many days I am up at 4 am. I had been waking up at 7 am now a days. Mornings are always great flow of thoughts, cheerful ideas.

same yet different

the day, the night,
the awake, the asleep,
consciously unconscious, uncosciously conscious,
same play of words,
life is same for all, yet different for all.

sleep, pizza, coffee, shivarajani

12 . 21 AM

now going to sleep. Today afternoon it was pizza of four types , strong coffee. Thereafter it was travel from mithakali six road to shivaranajani cross road. Sitting in the rikshaw and listening to the driver was fun. 

one of the good things when we not drive is that we are able to see around , as such on every day i feel that life is so a limited feeling and to make it an unlimited affair one needs to be alert and surrendered to the internal spiritual being. And yes it can be very beautiful to feel the internal bliss. But one fundamental has to be followed strictly that life has the same principles towards a person , the principles one has towards the outer world.

I feel that it is becoming jyada , jyada. Infact it feels good to write abstract and than to feel good towards the self that i can be so good. This tendency of self exaggaration has to be reduced.

time and rest

i was telling the time, that i am short of time, give me some time, i need rest.

time was telling me, i am not short of time, i dont need time, i dont need rest. 

life was telling me if you are alive 

lungs  shall breathe

heart  shall beat

mind shall think, ..... and ya they dont need rest. 

rest was telling me run with the time , i shall follow the time.