loving bliss being alive

Being alive each moment is the learning,

being at bliss each moment is being alive,

being loving is the simplest way of learning to keep being alive.

A Grasshopper's Piligrimage,..... one journey over

I wanted to finish the novel slowly, and i wanted to comment with wisdom. But I finished the novel in 6 hours and I am commenting with no wisdom. 

the hue and sway of mind of Gopika with one objective always involved was her bliss. For her bliss she loved to be screw of the system, she loved to be alive, and she loved to run. Gopika always tried to be careful enough to guard herself against her emotions. Yet always and always , again and again she kept on travelling. 

Manjushree Abhinav writes very well, and she can keep her readers glued to the travel of GOPIKA.

the chat i was having with Manjushree about her novel after reading --- 

Manjushree:  after you read my book or before?

 me:  it was before i read your book

 Manjushree:  thought so

 me:  the day i started reading your book before that i had patient [ psychi ] patient

i made the patient sit in meditation

and cleaned his psyche with application of will where in i was also in the state of meditation

i shall come to know the results of it when he comes for followup\

 Sent at 7:26 PM on Friday

 Manjushree:  hmm

i didnt understand one thing though

 me:  ya

say

 Manjushree:  its interesting, but how is it connected to the book?

 me:  it is not connected to the book but it is a thing which had happened during that time only when i was about to read the book

infact your book speaks of your psyche

 Manjushree:  yes

 Sent at 7:28 PM on Friday

 me:  this is in some manner our generation is going through so many things , and in the system we all have a role to play [ in your language screw] and we all end up learning every moment

those screws are better who share how were they as the screw in the system

 Manjushree:  

grasshopper' piligrimage

i have started reading it today , the first three chapeters i have read today. Gopika goes to RAMESH confused with the ishta RAMAKRISHNA, and happy with the double dose of bliss. 

so simple the life in reality is one keeps on getting pure love and nothing else is needed. It is so good to be a child or when one grows up to have the innocence of child. Let the life grow, let the experience grow but one should remain clear in what one feels, and flow with the flow of life.

the king and the beggar

MorE I VerbalizE..... LesS i RealizE......
I have picked above phrase from the friend's orkut profile. But I liked it too and simultaneously it shows the natural internal struggle between growth, survival and bliss. It is too natural it is all the matter of thinking if i think I am the king,' I am the king.'

who is the begger?
King Akbar was praying. A fakir went to him to ask for the donations and help. So the servants of king took the fakir to the prayer hall of king where he was praying. The fakir saw king was asking for ,power, wealth, health, fame, ... etc.
than Fakir sat for few moments and saw Akber doing his prayer. Once the prayer was over the king turned to fakir and asked him how could he help him. The fakir blessed the King with good wishes and told him that he had come to take help from the king but he realised - he was richer than king because he had god with him, and the king needed to beg from the god for all his needs.

hectic , bliss, performance

man becomes what he thinks. it is so natural since last few days it was going too hectic a schedule and i have been setting too many a targets for myself. and fulfilling the small goals of the day on the daily basis. one clarity which is getting developed the tired feeling is more of mental one. we can change it. we need to create one energy point in ourselves. and take help of it on the regular basis. how to do that, answer always lies in discipline, which often we think that we dont like to be tamed. but human nature is like that, we love to tame and never like to be tamed. but there is an answer that all of us can have an internal principle which can be a pillar to lean on, and we keep on being in the bliss of the self, intoxicated with love, wether days are hectic or relaxed, wether it is good or bad, wether it is happy or sad. the internal state becomes unconditional. this is 6 15 am , have a blissfull and fullfilling day my friends.