Saturday, December 20, 2008
blog award from grasshopper
the award i have received from my blog - guru. whenever i read her blog i feel encouragement that i should be regular in writing. she is grasshopper, so good she is , natural with her words. as such i do not have much blog friend to whom i can foreward it so i am keeping it here to be forewarded.
Friday, November 28, 2008
PRAYERS, let the hearts be full of love
we need a life where the news headline need to change. the headlines we need
-- celebration of human compassion
-- happy evolved growing societies
-- competition of evolution of peace
-- competition of who gives more to the world
-- competition of who is most evolved.
life becomes miserable till the moment one keeps on thinking me, me, me.
life becomes beautiful from the moment one starts i give, i give, i give. And one needs to give love love love.
the only solution and the permanent solution comes with love only.
LET US PRAY TO THE DIVINE MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE let we all human beings be filled with love for all available life we have.
the address of the divine master is the heart of we mortals. so we do not need to search, we do not need to go, just we need to remember and give a prayerful call to him.
LETS PRAY AND MAKE THE WORLD A LOVING PLACE
-- celebration of human compassion
-- happy evolved growing societies
-- competition of evolution of peace
-- competition of who gives more to the world
-- competition of who is most evolved.
life becomes miserable till the moment one keeps on thinking me, me, me.
life becomes beautiful from the moment one starts i give, i give, i give. And one needs to give love love love.
the only solution and the permanent solution comes with love only.
LET US PRAY TO THE DIVINE MASTER OF THE UNIVERSE let we all human beings be filled with love for all available life we have.
the address of the divine master is the heart of we mortals. so we do not need to search, we do not need to go, just we need to remember and give a prayerful call to him.
LETS PRAY AND MAKE THE WORLD A LOVING PLACE
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Friday, November 21, 2008
mornings are great
rising early in the mornng. ya it is really difficult to get out of bed. But once out of bed , it is so many fresh thoughts and ideas.
Wednesday, November 19, 2008
VIKRAM BRINGS BANGELS AND CHOCOLATES TO URVI
Vikram is a sweet boy. He keeps happy with himself and roams about where he goes. He is caring and soft. Today he brought a pair of Bangles and a chocolate to URVI, and told her ,'I LOVE U'. The words are so magical, so simple yet even I feel the happiness when I am writing about vikram and URVI. As such it is an universal story so common and so same, yet it is different. I wanted to put the pic of URVI and VIKRAM here in the blog, but than thought, some other time.
Monday, November 10, 2008
feel good
many a times i wait to feel good before i work.
but one thing i realized
if i work i feel good, so to feel good also i should work.
but one thing i realized
if i work i feel good, so to feel good also i should work.
Saturday, November 1, 2008
NECESSITY
i wanted to write about unncessary talks but than i felt i should be doing something necessary , means do what i preach. so i started about talking necessary talks.
we all have minds, and we have energy within us waiting to flow out. we turn that energy into positive or negative with our feelings. And feelings are created with the reactions which we hold inside ourselves.
so the need is to talk necessary things , talking with aim, talking with purpose and talking with purity. the need is to talk with love, talk with compassion and thus increase the spiritual energy in the universe. Because the god lies in we human beings ,and we see often what we want and we need to learn , to see what we see.
we all have minds, and we have energy within us waiting to flow out. we turn that energy into positive or negative with our feelings. And feelings are created with the reactions which we hold inside ourselves.
so the need is to talk necessary things , talking with aim, talking with purpose and talking with purity. the need is to talk with love, talk with compassion and thus increase the spiritual energy in the universe. Because the god lies in we human beings ,and we see often what we want and we need to learn , to see what we see.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
Friday, October 24, 2008
the king and the beggar
MorE I VerbalizE..... LesS i RealizE......
I have picked above phrase from the friend's orkut profile. But I liked it too and simultaneously it shows the natural internal struggle between growth, survival and bliss. It is too natural it is all the matter of thinking if i think I am the king,' I am the king.'
who is the begger?
King Akbar was praying. A fakir went to him to ask for the donations and help. So the servants of king took the fakir to the prayer hall of king where he was praying. The fakir saw king was asking for ,power, wealth, health, fame, ... etc.
than Fakir sat for few moments and saw Akber doing his prayer. Once the prayer was over the king turned to fakir and asked him how could he help him. The fakir blessed the King with good wishes and told him that he had come to take help from the king but he realised - he was richer than king because he had god with him, and the king needed to beg from the god for all his needs.
I have picked above phrase from the friend's orkut profile. But I liked it too and simultaneously it shows the natural internal struggle between growth, survival and bliss. It is too natural it is all the matter of thinking if i think I am the king,' I am the king.'
who is the begger?
King Akbar was praying. A fakir went to him to ask for the donations and help. So the servants of king took the fakir to the prayer hall of king where he was praying. The fakir saw king was asking for ,power, wealth, health, fame, ... etc.
than Fakir sat for few moments and saw Akber doing his prayer. Once the prayer was over the king turned to fakir and asked him how could he help him. The fakir blessed the King with good wishes and told him that he had come to take help from the king but he realised - he was richer than king because he had god with him, and the king needed to beg from the god for all his needs.
Thursday, October 23, 2008
hectic , bliss, performance
man becomes what he thinks. it is so natural since last few days it was going too hectic a schedule and i have been setting too many a targets for myself. and fulfilling the small goals of the day on the daily basis. one clarity which is getting developed the tired feeling is more of mental one. we can change it. we need to create one energy point in ourselves. and take help of it on the regular basis. how to do that, answer always lies in discipline, which often we think that we dont like to be tamed. but human nature is like that, we love to tame and never like to be tamed. but there is an answer that all of us can have an internal principle which can be a pillar to lean on, and we keep on being in the bliss of the self, intoxicated with love, wether days are hectic or relaxed, wether it is good or bad, wether it is happy or sad. the internal state becomes unconditional. this is 6 15 am , have a blissfull and fullfilling day my friends.
Monday, October 13, 2008
love, eternal and uniform
love it is the force which is eternal and uniform. it is real. we human beings have the regulation in us which lets love flow with our control. the key to fulfilled life is let the love flow out of the heart with all positive energies and create a lovely world.
Thursday, September 25, 2008
prakash , prayer , and power of prayer
In the afternoon when I was taking tea, I called my son and told him that today onwards we shall start reading the books together so his reading speed increases. And suddenly he was very happy when I said him so.
I asked him why he was so happy when I had said so. He told me that in the school in the morning he had prayed that he needs to develop capacity to read fast. And God had listened to him as I told him that I shall start reading books with him. He was very happy with the effect of his prayer.
Life is a lovely mystery, it unfolds each day with more love and love and love provided we love it.
a very good sms I had received
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL .... [*}
* CONDITIONS APPLY
I asked him why he was so happy when I had said so. He told me that in the school in the morning he had prayed that he needs to develop capacity to read fast. And God had listened to him as I told him that I shall start reading books with him. He was very happy with the effect of his prayer.
Life is a lovely mystery, it unfolds each day with more love and love and love provided we love it.
a very good sms I had received
LIFE IS BEAUTIFUL .... [*}
* CONDITIONS APPLY
Monday, September 22, 2008
DRAUPADI AUNTY, meditation, spiritual life...continued
so I had started going for meditation and I was not knowing how is it helping me, but I was feeling good. I was getting more confident and relaxed and most important being truthful was easy and simple. Thus the spiritual journey had started.
But I was very possessive about the time spent on the weekends. My saturdays meant to be keeping awake till two , three or four in the night. And many times I used to go to sleep early and at those times friend H used to wake me up and we used to talk or roam.
So sunday morning group meditation was a question that how shall i be able to manage that. So when AUNTY used to say , Jitesh you are coming to the satsangh on the sunday!, I used to say yes but internally it used to be that i wont be going. But the seed of change was such that even after keeping very awake till late in the night also I used to have fresh feeling for group meditation and I used to be there.
For almost two years it used to be half an hour meditation session with AUNTY wherein she used to sit in meditation and I used to sit in meditation. And result was fantastic I was transforming into a person who was getting better to the self or inner being.
There are many persons who had got initiated with her help into meditation on heart as she was trainer since the year 1975. And thus I felt like putting few words about her. As she had been the instrument of nature to bring spiritual seed into many persons yet she was a simple housewife who had brought up her children , who had taken care of her home. And comes one day her earthly journey is over.
Her one dialogue I shall like mention here, ' samay bahoot kimati hai .'
But I was very possessive about the time spent on the weekends. My saturdays meant to be keeping awake till two , three or four in the night. And many times I used to go to sleep early and at those times friend H used to wake me up and we used to talk or roam.
So sunday morning group meditation was a question that how shall i be able to manage that. So when AUNTY used to say , Jitesh you are coming to the satsangh on the sunday!, I used to say yes but internally it used to be that i wont be going. But the seed of change was such that even after keeping very awake till late in the night also I used to have fresh feeling for group meditation and I used to be there.
For almost two years it used to be half an hour meditation session with AUNTY wherein she used to sit in meditation and I used to sit in meditation. And result was fantastic I was transforming into a person who was getting better to the self or inner being.
There are many persons who had got initiated with her help into meditation on heart as she was trainer since the year 1975. And thus I felt like putting few words about her. As she had been the instrument of nature to bring spiritual seed into many persons yet she was a simple housewife who had brought up her children , who had taken care of her home. And comes one day her earthly journey is over.
Her one dialogue I shall like mention here, ' samay bahoot kimati hai .'
Friday, September 19, 2008
DRAUPADI AUNTY, meditation, spiritual life
She went to the divine home yesterday. I had first met her in the year 1996.
My age was 23 years at that time. It was a time with strong spirits and was a time of a search. I was into excess of everything. It was a time chanting GAYATRI MANTRA for forty five minutes. It used be two hours of gym. It used to be six hours of college. It used to be meeting all classmates saying hello to all in the college. It used to be movies almost four a week. It used to be giving tutions to school children for two hours for five days a week.[ tutions means i used to get good nashta and tea which at that time outside would cost 10 rupees. And money earned from tutions was sufficient for the four movies a week.] And it used to be watching the dreams with the eyes open. My friend R suggested that I should learn meditation. My first reaction was, 'why should i learn meditation from any other person, when my way of life was sufficient enough to teach me meditation.' One fine day I had a thought that lets learn it as I came from a rural place and it was a feeling ," I have come to the city and I should fill myself up with whatever I can, if I do not get the chance to be again in the city than I shall loose the chance of learning.'
So I told my friend R that lets go the place he had suggested where I can learn meditation. He took me to this place DRAUPADI AUNTY'S home. A very simple lady , she did not know english, her knowledge of language was HINDI language. When I went to her for the first time she gave me a small booklet which informed what to do in the meditation and group meditation and individual sittings with trainers. It was half an hour meditation session in which she sat with the eyes closed and I too sat with the eyes closed. She had asked me to sit with the feeling that i have divine light in the heart but my mind was absolutely roaming sometimes and sometimes looking for the divinity in the heart . Thus there happened three introductory meditation sitting with her. She was a trainer in a spiritual organisation where meditation on heart is taught.
to be continued...
My age was 23 years at that time. It was a time with strong spirits and was a time of a search. I was into excess of everything. It was a time chanting GAYATRI MANTRA for forty five minutes. It used be two hours of gym. It used to be six hours of college. It used to be meeting all classmates saying hello to all in the college. It used to be movies almost four a week. It used to be giving tutions to school children for two hours for five days a week.[ tutions means i used to get good nashta and tea which at that time outside would cost 10 rupees. And money earned from tutions was sufficient for the four movies a week.] And it used to be watching the dreams with the eyes open. My friend R suggested that I should learn meditation. My first reaction was, 'why should i learn meditation from any other person, when my way of life was sufficient enough to teach me meditation.' One fine day I had a thought that lets learn it as I came from a rural place and it was a feeling ," I have come to the city and I should fill myself up with whatever I can, if I do not get the chance to be again in the city than I shall loose the chance of learning.'
So I told my friend R that lets go the place he had suggested where I can learn meditation. He took me to this place DRAUPADI AUNTY'S home. A very simple lady , she did not know english, her knowledge of language was HINDI language. When I went to her for the first time she gave me a small booklet which informed what to do in the meditation and group meditation and individual sittings with trainers. It was half an hour meditation session in which she sat with the eyes closed and I too sat with the eyes closed. She had asked me to sit with the feeling that i have divine light in the heart but my mind was absolutely roaming sometimes and sometimes looking for the divinity in the heart . Thus there happened three introductory meditation sitting with her. She was a trainer in a spiritual organisation where meditation on heart is taught.
to be continued...
Tuesday, September 9, 2008
smiling back , are they understanding?
when i teach in the classroom, the students they look real serious. i feel happy as i think that they are listening to me and learning. but this last week during the lecture it was real fun as i asked my students ,' what exactly they do in the class', do they wait for the lecture to get over and keep on smiling with me. And the answer in reality , they did not give the answer just all of them smiled back.
Monday, September 1, 2008
the symptom it aggravates than it goes off - is it a principle of homeopathy
homeopathy is based on an empirical principle but it follows a philopsophy to treat the patient. Now it is not always true that every time the symptom should aggravate than it shall go off. in homeopathic science we say the symptoms go out of the body from within outward , from top to bottom. so in some cases the symptoms of patient sometimes aggravate and than the state of comfort comes.
but the reality has one more of the side too. As for application of the homoeopathic medicine a very keen observation is needed and also good analysis of the patient is needed. After that often the logic of application of medicine is needed by the doctor. many times the aggravation it comes either because the medicine selected by the doctor is not right or the medicine has not acted at all. Again in that the source of homoeopathic medicine also matters and how was the medicine stored in the clinic or the homoeopathic pharmacy. but it gives a good cover to the doctor as he can always say ,' with homoeopathic medicines there is first aggravation and than the symptoms disappear.'
there is one more reason of the aggravation of the symptoms. as many a times the patient who visits homoeopath has already been on various therapies and anti allergics , pain killers, anta acid tabs etc. now when the patient removes his anti allergic or medicines of the kind and tries to depend solely on the homoeopathic medicine the symptoms are going to get aggravated naturally. As the patient was stable because of the above compounds. now when the patient takes homeopathic medicine it often takes three days to few weeks before it shows its results. so here again the logic that homeopathy medicine first increases the symptoms and than removes the symptoms. Ideally in such conditions the main stream medicines should be reduced gradually and homeopathic medicines should be increased gradually.
the above logic is true also in very chronically ill patients, because there condition in reality is not real or rather what we see their condition is a suppressed condition .now abstinance of their main stream support medicine is naturally will increase their problem. but than their symptom picture will gradually correct the symptoms and correct the body internally.
in reality homoeoapthic medicines are very safe and effective. whenever homoeopathic medicines are taken on the onset of the symptoms ,the diseased condition does not develop at all.
viral infections are better treated with homeopathy. idiopathic disorders are better treated with homeopathy. allergic problems can be better treated with homeopathy ... etc. in the next post we shall talk where homeopathy works and where it should not be tried.
but the reality has one more of the side too. As for application of the homoeopathic medicine a very keen observation is needed and also good analysis of the patient is needed. After that often the logic of application of medicine is needed by the doctor. many times the aggravation it comes either because the medicine selected by the doctor is not right or the medicine has not acted at all. Again in that the source of homoeopathic medicine also matters and how was the medicine stored in the clinic or the homoeopathic pharmacy. but it gives a good cover to the doctor as he can always say ,' with homoeopathic medicines there is first aggravation and than the symptoms disappear.'
there is one more reason of the aggravation of the symptoms. as many a times the patient who visits homoeopath has already been on various therapies and anti allergics , pain killers, anta acid tabs etc. now when the patient removes his anti allergic or medicines of the kind and tries to depend solely on the homoeopathic medicine the symptoms are going to get aggravated naturally. As the patient was stable because of the above compounds. now when the patient takes homeopathic medicine it often takes three days to few weeks before it shows its results. so here again the logic that homeopathy medicine first increases the symptoms and than removes the symptoms. Ideally in such conditions the main stream medicines should be reduced gradually and homeopathic medicines should be increased gradually.
the above logic is true also in very chronically ill patients, because there condition in reality is not real or rather what we see their condition is a suppressed condition .now abstinance of their main stream support medicine is naturally will increase their problem. but than their symptom picture will gradually correct the symptoms and correct the body internally.
in reality homoeoapthic medicines are very safe and effective. whenever homoeopathic medicines are taken on the onset of the symptoms ,the diseased condition does not develop at all.
viral infections are better treated with homeopathy. idiopathic disorders are better treated with homeopathy. allergic problems can be better treated with homeopathy ... etc. in the next post we shall talk where homeopathy works and where it should not be tried.
Monday, August 25, 2008
homeopathy
Homeopathy , it was taught to me in the college as a 'scinece and art of healing'. To talk about homeopathy. in the simplest words it is a system of healing. So it is a type of medicine. And medicines are meant to bring about the releif from the ailments.
If we go to the history of it , it has been a discovery by DR Hahnemann in germany. But now india is hub of homeopathy as it has the maximum nomber of homeopaths in the world.
The homeopathy is yet to get established as science as still now there is not any pharcomologically valid principle available which proves the efficacy of homeopathic medicines. But it is established science on the basis of empirical principles.
homeopathic science it works on the principle of like cures like. it means the substance which has the capacity of inducing symptoms will be the substance which will be able to remove the same set of disease symptoms. in the latin language it is known as SIMILIA SIMILIBUS CURENTUR.
The homeopathic medicines work and give fantastic results. It is a good science to treat the idiopathic symptoms, allergic symptoms. and chronic problems. the sources of homeopathic medicines can be plants, animals, minerals. etc. homeopathic medicines can be prepared from everything under the sun.
the homeopathic medicines are getting popular across the world gradually, as the results are getting popular with the patients. Homeopathic medicines are prescribed by homeopaths in various styles or rather each homeopath has his own style to prescribe the medicines.
but let us get to the essence , that how does homeopathy work. in reality homeopathy works through the patients own body system. the homeopathic medicines bring the patients vitality levels to the normal and ultimately the body is itself able to heal itself. So homeopathy nicely restores the individual immunity and well being . Homeoapthic medicines are safe to use. the homeoapthic medicines come in following types
Q - mother tinctures - herbal extract of the plant in the base of alcohol
dilutions with the strengtth , 3,6,12,30,200,1m,50m, cm
the round white pills are made from sugar [ cansugar]
the white powder is lactose.
overall many a times in the viral infections the homeopathic compounds are far more superior than allopathic compounds.
you must have a good gyan of homeopathy but still your dillema must be same how does of homeopathy works, so simple you consume the medicine, it goes in the body, and it works. ok ok
for example a man consumes cinchona officinalis extract and he shall find that he gets fever . now same medicine when given to a person with the symptoms of malaria fever and he is given medicine prepared from cinchona plant bark the fever had reduced . so the logic of homeopathy is so simple the substance which can creat disease can also destroy the disease.
homeopathy has its own limitiations too . but when it works, it works miraculously.
If we go to the history of it , it has been a discovery by DR Hahnemann in germany. But now india is hub of homeopathy as it has the maximum nomber of homeopaths in the world.
The homeopathy is yet to get established as science as still now there is not any pharcomologically valid principle available which proves the efficacy of homeopathic medicines. But it is established science on the basis of empirical principles.
homeopathic science it works on the principle of like cures like. it means the substance which has the capacity of inducing symptoms will be the substance which will be able to remove the same set of disease symptoms. in the latin language it is known as SIMILIA SIMILIBUS CURENTUR.
The homeopathic medicines work and give fantastic results. It is a good science to treat the idiopathic symptoms, allergic symptoms. and chronic problems. the sources of homeopathic medicines can be plants, animals, minerals. etc. homeopathic medicines can be prepared from everything under the sun.
the homeopathic medicines are getting popular across the world gradually, as the results are getting popular with the patients. Homeopathic medicines are prescribed by homeopaths in various styles or rather each homeopath has his own style to prescribe the medicines.
but let us get to the essence , that how does homeopathy work. in reality homeopathy works through the patients own body system. the homeopathic medicines bring the patients vitality levels to the normal and ultimately the body is itself able to heal itself. So homeopathy nicely restores the individual immunity and well being . Homeoapthic medicines are safe to use. the homeoapthic medicines come in following types
Q - mother tinctures - herbal extract of the plant in the base of alcohol
dilutions with the strengtth , 3,6,12,30,200,1m,50m, cm
the round white pills are made from sugar [ cansugar]
the white powder is lactose.
overall many a times in the viral infections the homeopathic compounds are far more superior than allopathic compounds.
you must have a good gyan of homeopathy but still your dillema must be same how does of homeopathy works, so simple you consume the medicine, it goes in the body, and it works. ok ok
for example a man consumes cinchona officinalis extract and he shall find that he gets fever . now same medicine when given to a person with the symptoms of malaria fever and he is given medicine prepared from cinchona plant bark the fever had reduced . so the logic of homeopathy is so simple the substance which can creat disease can also destroy the disease.
homeopathy has its own limitiations too . but when it works, it works miraculously.
Sunday, August 24, 2008
sunday
I got up at 6, went to satsangh, came home, take lunch, went to work for two hours and than watched two and half movies today, one was JAMES BOND MOVIE,
another was MISSION ISTANBUL
and the last one was GOD TUSSI GREAT HO.
watching mission istanbul was really funny, as it was full of violence labelled for patriotism but the moive was focussed on the pen drive which was driving the pain of the hero. GOD tussi great was a good time pass. And the sunday is over. It is 12 midnight. SHUBH RATRI.
another was MISSION ISTANBUL
and the last one was GOD TUSSI GREAT HO.
watching mission istanbul was really funny, as it was full of violence labelled for patriotism but the moive was focussed on the pen drive which was driving the pain of the hero. GOD tussi great was a good time pass. And the sunday is over. It is 12 midnight. SHUBH RATRI.
Friday, August 22, 2008
HEART OF FAKIR AND SHELL OF RESPONSIBILITY
hiI am Dr Jitesh J Bhatt. B.H.M.S.I am doing homeopathic practice since last 7 years. in terms of my knowledge every day I discover the things which I was not knowing. so my life is reality revealed each day. and everyday I discover the reality which i know has one thing uniform. and that uniformity is that knowledge of the things unknown. I teach, because that is the only way of learning I know. I am spiritual in nature I beleive that god is one and he stays in the heart of we human being. And to me human life is an option where in I AM and my ultimate success lies in LET HIM BE ME. I am roamer, reader and i love life. Sometimes i am fearless and sometimes not. I have little adventurous attitude, sometimes i drive fast sometimes i slow,[ i have tested the speed capacities of my bicycle, my bike , my scooter, my car]. i have escaped death by thin line too. I do not take risk but speed thrills me. i am born in maharashtra , brought up in rajasthan, studied in rajasthan and gujarat. in reality when i became a homeopath i did not know this was the path which will become main pillar of my life. I had taken admission into homeopathy as i did not get admission anywhere. but as i started studying homeopathy it became the part of my life. I had finished my course in 1999. And i started working in my father's clinic and started practicing homeopathy there. It was working in the small town sagwara of dungarpur district in Rajasthan. And now I am in ahmedabad and running my clinic in ahmedabad.
as i am telling about myself, money is a mean to me to fulfill the quest of life. I am not greedy but I like that money should be plenty so I can fulfill the basic necessities of life. I have been a pampered child in my childhood and in reality still i am highly pampered and thus I could not ever have been serious about money. Daily morning I think that today I shall be more planned and focussed about money and daily by evening I am really easy about it. So my way of life and principles of life and rules of life, they become too much for me many times. the only funda of life which appeals me is capacity to give love and warmth. so many times I am the man of world and many a times I forget my address. I have one son and one wife. My wife is a nice simple lady. ours is an arranged marriage. the day I got married in my mind I had only one question , mai shadi karke kya karoonga [ what will i do after marriage and what will i gain from the marriage. ] As such money does not attract me , beauty does attract me but it has to be inner beauty. the outer beauty or beautiful face is not always the need for my happiness. the beauty has to be internal. before marriage i had almost ten 50% affairs [ so simple 50% of my side]. but many a times i pretend to be simple and again that had been an inherent habit and when i pretend to be simple I behave as if I do not know what I need. And this habit is bad , but always good things follow after bad things. So my life has its own ups and downs but again the good learning of life I had if one learns to live as one is the life follows him. and to the moment on lives on so many external principles the life becomes principles.
I like to say I have the heart of the gypsy or a fakir but i have a shell of a responsible man. And my life is oscillations between the two.
as i am telling about myself, money is a mean to me to fulfill the quest of life. I am not greedy but I like that money should be plenty so I can fulfill the basic necessities of life. I have been a pampered child in my childhood and in reality still i am highly pampered and thus I could not ever have been serious about money. Daily morning I think that today I shall be more planned and focussed about money and daily by evening I am really easy about it. So my way of life and principles of life and rules of life, they become too much for me many times. the only funda of life which appeals me is capacity to give love and warmth. so many times I am the man of world and many a times I forget my address. I have one son and one wife. My wife is a nice simple lady. ours is an arranged marriage. the day I got married in my mind I had only one question , mai shadi karke kya karoonga [ what will i do after marriage and what will i gain from the marriage. ] As such money does not attract me , beauty does attract me but it has to be inner beauty. the outer beauty or beautiful face is not always the need for my happiness. the beauty has to be internal. before marriage i had almost ten 50% affairs [ so simple 50% of my side]. but many a times i pretend to be simple and again that had been an inherent habit and when i pretend to be simple I behave as if I do not know what I need. And this habit is bad , but always good things follow after bad things. So my life has its own ups and downs but again the good learning of life I had if one learns to live as one is the life follows him. and to the moment on lives on so many external principles the life becomes principles.
I like to say I have the heart of the gypsy or a fakir but i have a shell of a responsible man. And my life is oscillations between the two.
Sunday, August 17, 2008
MY DAY - PRAKASH
today daddu papa and daadi had gone back to sagwara. i had cried and was feeling very sad. than i sat with papa. papa and me did drawing. we made very good pictures. we enjoyed making pictures. than i drank chilled milk. than we both sat at the computer and did my day writing. we enjoyed to write my day on my computer. This first post contains the photograph of my nathu dada. i love him a lot. he is with bhagawan. i remeber him a lot. i love nathu dada a lot, a lot and lots and lots.
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